I'm Not Worthy
I have seriously been on one of THE WORST self-loathing binges. Ever.
Note: I should preface this by restating that I was raised in a traditional Catholic, Vietnamese household. Guilt-ridden is my super-human power.
I'm just FULL of self-loathing and often wonder how people are able to be friends with me, let alone love me the way some of them do. It's made me into this bit of a mess, but I still carry my professional butt around like nothing's wrong.
A little alcohol helps cut the tension.
It takes a little time to get out of the funk. Slowly my self-confidence will rebuild itself from within. I'll forgive myself for whatever transgressions I've conjured up in a fit of guilt and, in due time, I'll be able to be happy again. People are always telling me not to be so hard on myself, and I hope to take them up on that advice soon.
In the meantime, as previously mentioned, a little alcohol helps cut the tension.
Note: I should preface this by restating that I was raised in a traditional Catholic, Vietnamese household. Guilt-ridden is my super-human power.
I'm just FULL of self-loathing and often wonder how people are able to be friends with me, let alone love me the way some of them do. It's made me into this bit of a mess, but I still carry my professional butt around like nothing's wrong.
A little alcohol helps cut the tension.
It takes a little time to get out of the funk. Slowly my self-confidence will rebuild itself from within. I'll forgive myself for whatever transgressions I've conjured up in a fit of guilt and, in due time, I'll be able to be happy again. People are always telling me not to be so hard on myself, and I hope to take them up on that advice soon.
In the meantime, as previously mentioned, a little alcohol helps cut the tension.
